Lost Myself

by Frustrated

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released April 26, 2017

Recording/mixing/mastering ---
Rollie Ulug at Bright Lights Studios in Santa Ana, CA

Artwork by Chad Lawson



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Frustrated Lake Elsinore, California

california hardcore


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Track Name: Hands of Time
The choices we make in life
Are they wrong or are they right?
I don't know
I won't ever know

Rid me of myself & bring me light
Been trapped in the dark for so long I lost my sight
Nothing on this world will bring me peace
Rid me of myself & this disease

Rid me of myself & all I am
Turn back the hands of time
Redo this life of mine
Turning back the hands of time

I'm turning back the hands of time
I will make things right
Track Name: Hold Nothing Precious
Existing on this Earth
Is something I have never wanted
Born into a life I never even asked for

Life has been nothing but a curse
There's no way I could suffer any worse
I can't stomach the pain
I can't stomach the truth

I kept you at arms length and
Never let you get close
You tried to carry my burden
You tried to relieve my pain

You're better off somewhere else
& never seeing my face
You're better off without me
You're better off

Can't you see it? Are you blind to the truth?
I've changed & there is nothing I can do
Track Name: Sinking Low
All of my regrets
They sit and dwell
I'll repress and
Thrive in Hell
I'll burn for what
I have done
Empty shell of a man

I've taken everything out
on those I love
I'm so sorry for what
I have done
Tie the rope
and let me swing
No use living when I
Feel nothing

I feel nothing.

Am I alive?
Track Name: Lay Waste
I breathe in & I feel nothing
I exhale & I feel the pain
My breath is getting shorter
My body is getting weaker

Written off without given a shot
I pray to see the end of my days
And waste away in this hole I've made

I'll lay waste & rot
I'll lay waste & rot
I'll lay waste & rot
I'll lay waste & rot


Lost myself.
Track Name: Bloodshot
I have found no bliss in this emptiness

My heart is cold
My eyes burn
My mind is filled
With death

Hear my cry
My eyes burn
My heart is ice
Death has risen
Cool my eyes
Warm my heart

Look into the eyes of anger
Can't you see my fucking rage
Bleeding out of my eyes
Screaming to the fucking sky
I don't know where to go
I don't know how to feel
Hell is becoming all to fucking real

By my own hands
By my own blood
Can I set myself free?

May he who die, die well